Good evening all, I seem to be kind of treating this like a diary, aren't I?

Well, today was kind of weird. I woke up at 9 today feeling a bit melancholic, right? Then I drove to work as usual but maybe about an hour in my shift I started feeling a bit of an oxygen rush in my head, which eventually turned into me feeling a bit disoriented and fatigued. Even with a snack I'd brought with me and a bottle of water, that feeling has not went away. So then I have late lunch after work. Feeling a little better, but it's still there. Out of abundance of caution, I decided to take a rain check from the gym today and have a two-hour-long rest. I'm feeling alright now, though I think that may be because I didn't have as much of a filling breakfast today; in fact, I've only had honey-toasted oats cereal and milk, but mostly because I woke up later than I wanted to and was in a hurry. Kinda goes to show how a balanced meal will do you wonders, huh?

Anyway, I've been contemplating implementing moods into this blog, especially with the customizability the generator offers. However, I feel like I could also make some mood emotes for it too, but also, art is hard. Adulting is hard. Life is hard. I'll probably do that though; either that or I could commission someone to make some emotes.. 👉👈 I'll see what comes of it.

That aside, I've been contemplating an eventual return to streaming on Twitch. I haven't forgotten about my channel, oh no! It's just been difficult to return to especially with my job taking up a lot of my time and how I haven't really had much of a social life outside of my work connections like I'd mentioned in my previous entry, 'Post-con thoughts'. As a result, my social skills had declined to some extent.

So I feel like if I'm going to return to streaming, it'll have to be a gradual process so I can avoid burnout like I'd experienced with vtubing back in late 2021. That's not to say I didn't have any fun with it, in fact I did. Lots of fun. I was even investing in various equipment so I can accomodate multiple setup positions in my room. I would even post pictures of my setup on my Twitter from time to time, which I'm sure some of you were around to see. Either way, I'll leave one of those here.

Photo of a Logitech C922 webcam attached to a large tripod. Taken 03-23-21.

For the time being, there are no concrete plans as to what I'll do with the streaming thing yet. If there is, I'll make a blog entry about it in some distant future, but for now it's up in the air. I do miss it very much and would love to return to it someday, though.

That is all I have in mind for today, hope you all are having a blessed night tonight.